it's funny when people say
they wanted to be understood
but then they go
build themselves a huge barrier
leaving blanks of questions asked
with only silent when are told to share
they expected themselves to be understood
even when nothing is given

what tears you apart is that
it never crossed their mind to try
to understand you
for what matter is that they are understood
rather than understanding you
they make assumptions, conclusions of their own
saying there are no more side to you
for what they see is all there is

reality of it hurts
so you are never to put up too high of expectations
as they would always come up less
for the fact is
they are selfish and self- centered
as the truth is that

you never really matter to them
and the reality is that

you are just another person



THE UNSPOKEN REALITY ~

Confusions of self ‘s understanding

Emotions were felt

Words were spoken

Feelings were portrayed

Actions were done

Yet there’s no assurance

Either it was the right thing

Or was it the wrong thing to be done

Claimed to know of own self best

Yet still holding doubts of it

The worst of hypocrites that is

A pathetic  trying to put a lid on itself

Of confusion in what is really felt

Whether it is happiness and satisfaction

Or it is just plain emptiness and sadness

Filling body’s and mind’s spaces

 

Not even the own self can clarify it

In the haze of confusion and perception

For the own self can’t even spoke of what is really felt

So, it shall haunt for as long as the confusion is still there

As long as the own self can’t answer of what is felt

For the chains of it needs key for it to be open

And the key lies in the answer from the own self

 For only the own self knows itself better

COLORED LIFE

Each one was created exquisitely

Each one was given color of their own

For each of them is special

That the life looks colorful

That the life felt livelier

A wonder which is way beyond

Of a mind’s understanding

Take a chance

To explore each and every one of them

For it will never be a loss

As it’s a great gift you can give to yourself

To be able to dive into the sea of color

To be able to know each of them

That it would always reminds you that

The life is a beautiful place to be in

Be on your way then

Start to know each of them

As for every one of them you didn’t know

You’re missing out on the excitement

Of finding out one new color

Leaving your life one color less than others

The Person, You

There’s a person I know

Even I didn’t know the person for long

It didn’t take time to tell that the person

Is worthy enough to become  friends with

And to have one  myself

Is such a pleasure

Give the person all the praise you want to

But that person would tell you that

Just like everybody else, the person itself is an average person

with nothing special to be looked up upon

as we are recognized by our efforts in achieving  a dream

and we’ll reap what we had sown

The person

Makes me feel like we are close of friends

Makes me feel adored and appreciated

As accepting me for who I am was never a problem

So i would like for the person to stay

Always be there to accompany ,to entertain me

 For I know I would do exactly the same

Be my best friend forever

For one of life’s greatest gift to me

Is that one particular person

And that one particular person is YOU...

for the love of my friends~~~

there's time where i would feel lonely

and can no words can explains what i feel inside 

as it was meant for only me to feel

i can go on a search for those who understands

but, can they tell if no words are spoken of it?

for i who have nothing on them

would they understands?

life proves that nothing is impossible

for i have found those who would  understands me

in the mass of people

i love u guys~~~

without the need of uttering the word

about loneliness and the feeling of it

for they can tell and they would understand

they offer me companions

they mutter words of wisdom for thoughts

they give you a place to lean on 

cry if you want to

because i'll know they would make the tears disappears

it's YOU, YOU and YOU!

who always stood there besides me in my journey

of learning, exploring, embodying, and enjoying

life's greatest treasure

you'll always be cherished 

for i can't never say enough to thank all of you

which is a gift i treasured the most 

the one who i call 

FRIENDS.