it's funny when people say
they wanted to be understood
but then they go
build themselves a huge barrier
leaving blanks of questions asked
with only silent when are told to share
they expected themselves to be understood
even when nothing is given

what tears you apart is that
it never crossed their mind to try
to understand you
for what matter is that they are understood
rather than understanding you
they make assumptions, conclusions of their own
saying there are no more side to you
for what they see is all there is

reality of it hurts
so you are never to put up too high of expectations
as they would always come up less
for the fact is
they are selfish and self- centered
as the truth is that

you never really matter to them
and the reality is that

you are just another person



THE UNSPOKEN REALITY ~

Confusions of self ‘s understanding

Emotions were felt

Words were spoken

Feelings were portrayed

Actions were done

Yet there’s no assurance

Either it was the right thing

Or was it the wrong thing to be done

Claimed to know of own self best

Yet still holding doubts of it

The worst of hypocrites that is

A pathetic  trying to put a lid on itself

Of confusion in what is really felt

Whether it is happiness and satisfaction

Or it is just plain emptiness and sadness

Filling body’s and mind’s spaces

 

Not even the own self can clarify it

In the haze of confusion and perception

For the own self can’t even spoke of what is really felt

So, it shall haunt for as long as the confusion is still there

As long as the own self can’t answer of what is felt

For the chains of it needs key for it to be open

And the key lies in the answer from the own self

 For only the own self knows itself better

COLORED LIFE

Each one was created exquisitely

Each one was given color of their own

For each of them is special

That the life looks colorful

That the life felt livelier

A wonder which is way beyond

Of a mind’s understanding

Take a chance

To explore each and every one of them

For it will never be a loss

As it’s a great gift you can give to yourself

To be able to dive into the sea of color

To be able to know each of them

That it would always reminds you that

The life is a beautiful place to be in

Be on your way then

Start to know each of them

As for every one of them you didn’t know

You’re missing out on the excitement

Of finding out one new color

Leaving your life one color less than others